Like I said in my earlier post (which you deleted. Thank you), 
Instead of whining in Sajha, you could instead study hard, get an internship and then find a job. It is nobody's fault that you chose to take the wrong path in life.

I feel no sympathy for people who don't do the right thing when they are supposed to and then complain how difficult their life is later.
Shame on you.

Hello secrerkiller,
I think thats the typical nepali student's life.  Most of the student who come to USA, they passed those phases going in Ocean city for summer time, working like KULLI, and the collected money to pay college fee and then gas station maa ghanta hannea and balla balla graduate garyo, tespachi k garena thaa chaina... N I think thas the problem for medium level student like us who neither can get full schollarship nor get failed.... My frns dad used to tell me that medium level students are the most troubled student and i felt the same way too. Well I also spend some yrs working in Indian resturant ani paddhai pani teti saro ramro bhyana... but still now I havent' lost my energy and feel that I can do something.... Well I think fraustation is everywhere, So i always prepare for worst doing best as I can so that i dont have to worry about what might be the result.
I am not giving you suggestion but believe in yourself and get motivated frm someone... any way all the best ahead....

that is because Nepali people live their life to other peoples' expecations. Showing off and making sure that other people think cool about yoruself is worth being away from friends and family and working as slaves for nothing. but we still look for ways to stick around because we are so used to of the comfortzone of being in a mess, and still people think we are in better position so come to sajha to vent our frustration but dare not to go Nepal. Everyone knows that as soon as you go to Nepal your tution, rent, citizenship problems will be fixed but you would rather stick around and complain but not make that big move.

as bhagwan said, Sukha nai dukha ko karan ho..

 ditto jai_nepal

nepal farkiu bro, simple answer. Being in america and staying here enduring all the suffering is your choice, and you still have a choice to go back if you feel it's too hard for you. i don't understand why people have to whine and cry when they know that this stressful life is what they chose to go through. hopefully your life will ease out soon. goodluck